feel

can I speak, can I hear or feel
when you are so far away from me
to tell the truth of what is real
can I even see?

I feel so angry and so nothing
I do not know anymore
and I wonder if my mind is bending
the twisted truth even more

can I speak, can I hear or feel
this all feels so far away from me
and it's all too real.
and I just do not want to really see

am I being stupid for pulling the wool
over my eyes in hopes that it's alright?

I speak, I hear I feel
a decision of precision is immanent
I want to do His will
but severance is permanant